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[Dec. 17th, 2009|05:32 pm] |
im an idiot. relationships make me panic and i always screw them up. fingers crossed i didnt totally screw this one up. hopefully he can forgive me. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2009|03:52 pm] |
( 2009 -- stolen from michelle )
overalll 2009 was a good year. A year for growing and finding myself as an adult in this crazy insane world. hopefully 2010 will be bettter with less crying and more great memories with friends that will always be there. |
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[Dec. 14th, 2009|08:35 pm] |
cannot wait for the holidays. which means home and not thinking. which means hanging out with old friends. and that means you alex. making some much needed moola. and seeing the new boy for a much needed dinner and movie date + sleepover. 3 exams still to go. and saturday morning i am out of windsor and do not want to think about it or a certain boy until the holidays are over. -- you cannot just tell someone via textmessage you have a baby. it just doesnt work tthat way. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2009|04:03 pm] |
6 hour phone date with the new boy = <3 boo being so far apart. |
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[Dec. 11th, 2009|08:56 pm] |
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phone date with new boy = <3 |
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[Dec. 11th, 2009|02:56 am] |
i just want to call you. i called you yesterday and you didnt want to talk to me. and it was the harshest reality ive been dealt in a while. im living in misery. |
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[Dec. 11th, 2009|02:50 am] |
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| | silversun pickups - sort of | ] | barely have a 65 av, might potentially be fired. not over you at allllllllllllllllllll into someone who isnt even an option? pretty much at the point where ill settle. i left so that i wouldnt be settling. sooooooo confused. not checked into schoool at all. i might need a semester off
i just feeel empty a lot recently. and kind of sick half the time.
ive pretty much lost you and i dont know where to go from here? how do i move on, i thought i knew how but i dont. |
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